Die geheimen Tageb├╝cher von einer verderbten Existenz

Behind these gates you will hear my thoughts screaming like nerves under the sun and feel my emotion laughing to the empty ether.
Welcome Dear Wanderer, make yourself at home.
The road is long and tortuous and I hope you enjoy yourself.

Fraternally Yours,
Poison Creeper

Monday, 22 April 2013

From shore to shore


I finally reach the shores of Italy and black clouds were awaiting for me.
My hope of being able to enjoy some days in the sun of my hometown have vanished quickly when I exit the airport and looked outside. As if the search for pot in my bags hadn't been enough to welcome me on the peninsula.

Glad to see my parents and my brother, who is actually a lot better than I thought.
Nannies and Aunties are as good as they can be but at least they are not worse.

I have been reading a lot of Ezra Pound, John Dee & Kelly, Birogo and Crowley these days and immersed myself in dark ambient and black metal music, it somehow fit the weather. Inside and outside.

I am quite serene and looking forward the Psychic TV gig on friday and catching up with some good friends. I will be bringing one with me, armed with a one-way ticket to London.

I need some adventure and as soon as the working rythm has adjusted itself, I will have to start organising for sweden and the Norbergfest.
I will be opening the festival with one hour of dark ambient/drone/death industrial. This is making me very excited and scared too. I suggest you all to google "mimerlaven" in Norberg to see the size of the "venue" of the festival.


On completely different note, yes, I am indeed starting to work again at my old job.
I can't see any reason to have a "serious" job, day time and a job that requires me to blend in with a dull society made of white collars, money-focussed individuals and empty hearts.
Let's just be fair: those are not my people.


It also looks like an old chapter of my life has finally reached its ending, so far it seems to be a happy ending which will lead us to a beginning of a new Aeon.
An hatchet has been buried and a new page has been has been started.
I still have to see her and talk to her and catch up with 4 (almost 5) years of silence, grudge and remorse.
It still feels weird but I am glad it happened.

As for the Dj sets I have now been invited to play at Rosa Decidua II on the same night of Apocalypse Stinks, still in Slimelight.

Double Creeper Feature Show on the 11th of May @Electrowerkz.

From Neofolk and industrial to PostPunk, Goth and coldwave. If i had the chance to have another set I'd make id Doom, Stoner and Noise; it would complete the range of genres I oscillate to/from.


Some new people in my life but the old ghost is still there, let's not talk about the heart.





Wednesday, 3 April 2013

My Life is killing my rock'n roll.

Long overdue update.

As a consequence of some remote butterfly effect my life has been turned upside down, twisted and shaken then laid out again in a amorphous ball of dough which I am laying out slowly by getting accustomed to the new daytime job, the new home and the new relationship status.
Another friendship down the drain but a few others, older, seem to have resurfaced in my life.

and also, yes: I do not date anymore, I fuck only.

These are the closest events, watch out I might have another one on the 23rd and there is more to come in May. 


12/04/2013
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Unrest Productions has the honour of presenting a guest appearance by TREPANERINGSRITUALEN. Aided by STAB ELECTRONICS.

TREPANERINGSRITUALEN explores themes of religion, magick and the occult realms of consciousness, taking its musical cues from the old school of ritual ambient & death industrial. Rhythmic and seething at times, and oozing forward with a creeping sense of desolation, Trepaneringsritualen conjures forth bleak but mesmerizing visions of the end-times. http://de-za-kh-a-da-sh-ba-a-ha-v.se/

Tickets here: http://www.wegottickets.com/event/201181


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19/04/2013




The Representation of the Self is a group exhibition featuring the diverse work of 14 international artists who explore the concept of Identity within different culture and beliefs.
Through the differing personal perspectives, backgrounds and with the use of different mediums the exhibition will offer to the public to explore the meaning of identity throughout the artist's point of view.

Featuring artists:

Annalisa Mandia- sculpture
Vesna Parchet- paintings
Sara Vannacci- photography
Delfin Ortiz- paintings
Simona Di Domizio- illustration
Diana More- photography
Malvine MLW- graphics
Gosia Szczepanska- mixed media
Michele Servadio- illustration
Bacter- mixed media
Alessia Palombo- photography
Valeria Di Guardo- photography

Performances:
Francesco Beneneato
Athanasia (Sassa) Nikolakouli

Dj set by
Poison Creeper- post punk &
Dj Terocal


An exhibition curated by Valeria Di Guardo and Alessia Palombo


http://identityshow2013.blogspot.co.uk/

Thursday, 28 February 2013

What happened to all the memories?


THIS.

3 years ago.

I believed in it
I shared the love for this.
and then the world came crumbling down.

THIS
Last night.
?

....




Monday, 18 February 2013

Venus in Fur

“You have a curious way of arousing one's imagination, stimulating all one's nerves, and making one's pulses beat faster. You put an aureole on vice, provided only if it is honest. Your ideal is a daring courtesan of genius. Oh, you are the kind of man who will corrupt a woman to her very last fiber.” 

Every woman has a itch.


“Alas, woman is faithful as long as she loves, but you demand that she be faithful without love and give herself without enjoyment. Who is cruel then, woman or man?”