The cold weather seems have frozen the bad sensation these days,
When I looked out of the window, with my eyes still half closed, the white shimmering of the snow from the roof in front of the kitchen window made me blind for a fraction of a second.
It seems that everything stood still, finally.
I could actually look at the world surrounding me as if I was I was not part of it.
A little bird was hiding on a naked branch of a bush.
The air was crystal white and nothing was moving.
I walked out in the white, on my way to work and I still couldn't believe
the peace that was penetrating me.
It seems that the cold, the ice and the snow froze
everything bad that I went through in the last week or so
I smiled and anxiety was forgotten,
walked down the road and looked at the park
'Why can't I be like those trees?' I thought.
'why can't I be like them, so silent and wise?
so steady and calm?'
It was like walking of glass.
hear the cracking of the frozen leaves under my boots.
I could forget my griefs and accept the pain
I could absorb the stillness and make it my strenght
I could embrace the time and become, maybe, a little wiser.
I just wish that this feelings would never melt.