Die geheimen Tageb├╝cher von einer verderbten Existenz

Behind these gates you will hear my thoughts screaming like nerves under the sun and feel my emotion laughing to the empty ether.
Welcome Dear Wanderer, make yourself at home.
The road is long and tortuous and I hope you enjoy yourself.

Fraternally Yours,
Poison Creeper

Monday, 13 October 2008

I must have been blind - This mortal Coil

Here I am believin' words again
Here I am tryin' to find your love again
Here I am down on my knees again
Prayin' for a love that we used to know
Both of us know how hard it is to love and let it go
Both of us know how hard it is to go on living that way
When so few understand what it means to fall in love
And so few know how hard it is to live without it
Lord I must have been blind, oh, I must have been blind
Lord, I must have been blind

Ah, to hold something real, and not believe it
To live in her life, and never trust it
To give all you know and never feel it
To hold back each day until it dies away
Both of us know how hard it is to love and let it go
And both of us know how hard it is to go on living that way
When so few understand what it means to fall in love
And so few know how hard it is to live without it
Lord, I must have been blind, I must have been blind
Lord, I must have been blind, Yes, I must have been blind



And here we are again, me slashing my arms with a kitchen knife and you crying on the phone.
Here we are again with me trying to make you understand what I am feeling.
I am feeling left aside, just another mannequin made of flesh, just another like any other.
Another night trying to sleep another day trying not to cry.
Another slash on my arms
and no tears left to cry

My eyes are swollen whilst you don't understand
the way you are now it's not what I fell in love with.
Your days are full of shallowness, your life doesn't include me anymore
I've become a dead soul and you still want more.

What else do you want
I have shed tears
I have vomited
I have bled
and I have died

you are not the person I loved
you are cold
you are distant
you are empty
and you are selfish

and I am dead.