I think I am developing sore throat and a bad cold.
i am still not understanding what is going on in his head, I am still fearing he might end up falling for others and then, eventually, start something with somebody - not me -
I am afraid I might loose him, or maybe I 'm afraid I have lost his already. I need a sign, a sign that I am not waiting in vain.
I doubt the sign will arrive tho, I doubt he'll be still tinking of me when I get back to UK.